told you to be patient

today on the food agenda:

1 cup of special k for breakfast w/skim milk

and 1 cup of carrots/mushroom/cucumber

+diet coke 

+water

i'm going to try and not be tempted by dinner, but this is always hard due to living with my sister and her family, if i dont 'feel hungry' enough for dinner, she makes me eat it

so the concealment begins...

or maybe i can get by with wanting soup..

no one gets home until 5, so i'll put some bread in the toaster and burn it - the smell will fill up the house and that can be my excuse for eating such a small dinner

"i was sooo hungry when i got home so i literally had like, four pieces of toast..."

i'll even leave the butter+honey out, with the dirty knife and plate

they wont know the difference.

in non food related issues:

i have nearly finished my modern notes ! woohoo on that frontier, except our topic test is tomorrow. booooo. although, i cbf finishing them now so i might go for a walk and buy another dietcoke. afterall, dc is the drink of the innernets not to mention gods gift for girls ( - and boys as proved by the boyfriend).  coke zero tastes like rust.  

at the moment i've relapsed into my scary conor oberst addiction - nonstop bright eyes around the clock. his voice is so yummy, and there are some songs by him that really keep you going.

another recommendation on the playlist is skinny love by bon iver. mmmm. good for singing along to when you're happy, also good in those moments where your tears are streaming down your face and you can choke out the lyrics - a bit "all by myself-esque"

on my quest for thinspiration, i came across a wonderful blog quest for perfection that will undoubtedly be my treasuremap - my sworn by guide.

i too have decided to join the abc  and i am pledging my allegiance to this by creating a blog. 

now its time to ask to join, to help fuel others when we cant get fuel ourselves.

for those of you who dont about the abc ( like me ) using google magic, here is what i've found out.

the abc boot camp a requires a heavy restriction of calories for fifty days.. 

hopefully i will be able to do this.

expect daily posts, even if no one ends up reading this as the posts are mainly for my sake - to keep me on the track.

this is the general layout accepted by most sites..

"1: 500 calories
2: 500 calories
3: 300 calories
4: 400 calories
5: 100 calories
6: 200 calories
7: 300 calories
8: 400 calories
9: 500 calories
10: fast
11: 150 calories
12: 200 calories
13: 400 calories
14: 350 calories
15: 250 calories
16: 200 calories
17: fast
18: 200 calories
19: 100 calories
20: fast
21: 300 calories
22: 250 calories
23: 200 calories
24: 150 calories
25: 100 calories
26: 50 calories
27: 100 calories
28: 200 calories
29: 200 calories
30: 300 calories
31: 800
32: fast 
33: 250 calories
34: 350 calories
35: 450 calories
36: fast
37: 500 calories
38: 450 calories
39: 400 calories
40: 350 calories
41: 300 calories
42: 250 calories
43: 200 calories
44: 200 calories
45: 250 calories
46: 200 calories
47: 300 calories
48: 200 calories
49: 150 calories
50: fast

Day 1

so far i have eaten one cup of cereal with no milk for breakfast which according to calorieconnect.com = 94.7 cals

for lunch i had one piece of pita bread, wholewheat which is approx 170 cals

and i skipped dinner, because i wasnt feeling it and since then have had two green teas

so that's less than 500 cals for the day, hopefully soon i'll feel it.