lucky boy

i forgot to mention that today i confessed to the bf about my weightloss plan

he's standing by me, which is incredible

he's had weight issues, i mean, i know he's extremely self conscious, which he shouldnt be now as the lucky bitch lost 15 kilos in a month and is a freaking skinny bastard (yay, go me! attractive boyfie!)

i was feeling pretty down this afternoon and burst into tears on his shoulder, spilling my guts out

(if only all those tears had made the scales go down)

he said i'm perfect just the way i am, but he knows what its like to feel shit about oneself

so, from now on he's going to be there for me - stop me from eating those naughty foods

but sometimes it's harder when you're by yourself.

but not anymore !

i can do this. i will do this!